Rat Race

   I guess (at least for me) resources of the sustainable motivation are understanding that we are not in the rat race, there are not any skills or material that you can have it for infinity, absoluteness. Then don't leave yourself in a hesitation or fear, because you are not getting late for anything or you don't miss anything. It isn't clear that, when you will die? Maybe tomorrow (probably not).

   Second thing for sustainable motivation is seeing myself in a position that I'm curious about to living in that conditions and see what we will happen if I reach there. 

   Me personally is declaring that I will work to make my curiosities real, see my curiosities, learn about my curiosities and live in and with that conditions which I am curious about. And the only way to obtain these, is discipline. Not like you are a rat. I am working hard, but if I feel like I have to do these things for maybe another person, money or grades. I will be that fucking rat. And it won't make me satisfied.

   Routines are helping me to get them and live a *meaningful life. Recently, (for a while) I am studying to understand minimalism - less for more philosophy. **Less to create more in joy. Being rat is eventually make you unhappy; therefore, it will keep you for not creating more. That's the key of satisfaction. Creation. Creation feels good. It ensures to keep going and gives purposes.

   To create something - I don't know it can be about God Ego - makes us feel satisfied. Therefore, I combined them. Creation & Curiosity . Producing, working, on my curiosity; making it happen is the thing which is bring satisfaction. I am learning and embracing minimalism slowly, to reduce material distraction and relish the things which remains. 

   Get satisfied for your curiosity and be unsatisfied to continue.

*It doesn't mean absolute meaning, it just to see

conditions that you want to see and be happy 

                                                                                                                            

**If you want to continue to living. You don't have

to do anything. Or no was is obligatory. Just some

are works for you; however, in every way the

secret which I see, is creating something. Then

continuing to develop that. Besides this, "less" is

      important because, in today's world numberless

 events, informations, materials are surround us

which is usually uncessary and cause of distraction

and cause of losing the taste of thinking about our

                      lives and what we have.

Curiosity	Output	Purpose of this combining
Architecture	Learning and Producing about it	Earning my life & Joy of being ^aware of world
Finance	Learning and Producing about it	Earning my life & Joy of being ^^aware of world
Mental Improvements	Writing & Thinking & Putting new informations	Joy of being ^^^aware of world
Physically	Getting stronger & good looking	Being stronger-more self confident bitch & Joy of being ^^^^aware of world
Drum (expressive)	Learning and Producing about it	Joy of being ^^^^aware of world & excellent Satisfaction

^The all surroundings of us consist of structure
 and feel them , understand them and living
with aware of these is a great satisfaction.

 ^^It requires undestanding of current and historical 
politics with great farsightedness and it is (for me)
 excellent joy and makes me excited.

^^^About all the things which I curious, and provides 
                                new things to the brain. Keeps it fresh and working.

^^^^These two categories gives awareness which shows
  its impacts in every second of lifes. Feeling and being
strong makes able to do everything and it brings  mental 
health. Music is in everywhere and for me,
 it is the biggest joy when it engulf you.