Humorous Man, Unconcerned Human-Being Charles Bukowski

   Young man who is coming onto me in hippodrome: 
- "Are not you Charles Bukowski?
+Charles Darwin " i said and i continued to move. I don't even want to hear what will he say." this guy who wrote this in his diary, is pessimistic? I don't think so because people we say pessimistic are expecting bad things, but this guy doesn't expect anything. He is abandon hope of everything and just waiting to write with classical music.

   When he say "Most of the my life I sought the woman of my life", he marries by saying "... then I realized it is enough if she is not just be nightmare." .
   Man doesn't have any expectation, no meaning of life, there is no sense to base to him.

   He lives contrary to Nietzsche's philosophy which he say "Superman, have deep love; accepts innecessantly struggling and suffering without complaning.".

   Run away from struggling.

   Not much love humans and life.

   And it makes him to produce his humor. Last years of his life's ,which is most productive years according to him, he continue with spending time in the morning in hippodrome and in the night writing at the desk.

   Most of time when I'm reading his books, I'm smiling ,but I can't get myself to laugh at some places. I guess I laughed most his last lines in "The Captain is out to lunch and Sailors have taken the shio over".

   " Some day I got a long letter from a man with full of anger, which is explaining why I have no right to not love Shakespeare. The young man would not even go to the trouble of reading Shakespeare to me. I hadn't right to take such a position. He said this over and over again on lots of pages. I didn't answer. But I will do in HERE.

   Go fuck yourself. And also I don't like Tolstoy too."