Now What? - 2

 At the first writing, i was searching for a reason. But "reasoning" itself is a concept, therefore, it doesn't have immortality. It's immortal at some points.

If i take the quote of Buddha "pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional" , then we can think that not suffering will help to feel world & universe better.

We don't have to feel them, but we are part of them. And maybe trying feel them make us more intertwined with the universe which is indifferent to itself, to us.

That's a way that i want to live my life. And to feel it i'm decluttering my environment in terms of everything. I do narrow my focus on what i will do repeatedly each and everyday. 

My professions will give me joy, and the freedom of not dealing this world's artificial problems. Everybody eat their own shit.